Saturday saturday.

Ah another Saturday and really don't feel like doing any poems tonight. Just tired of the whole thing. Part of me just wishes to chuck the whole thing in the garbage. Part of me wants chuck the journals too. Not the paper ones. Just the online ones, but this a safe place to vent with the fear of being read my the family. I so tired of everything. But maybe I should blame this of just being tired today and period due. I don't know. I should go over to my bulletin board and do a little cleaning up. But do that tomorrow. Getting a slight headache.

I have been thinking about my journals. I really can't keep all three going. This one was really for my non xanga people to read. The one in Xanga. It is good but would like to a major overhaul of that one. Kinda stupid to have it name Sunrisepoet a poet's notebook. when I can't realy write anymore. I'll probably keep this one and drop Xanga and Typepad. Typepad is not bad if spend for the plus or Pro account. But for basic it's not worth it, Blogger has gotten so much better. So this now this one will be the keeper. If I still want to do this. However I feel that this might come to the end too. See how I feel at the end of the year.

Rats I have this terrible urge to eat something. But I really don't eat anything. I have left my snack at work. Hopefully nobody ate it. I have been leaving my lunchtime goodies at work. If I keep them at home I eat them. And I would like to keep the weight off. Ok enought for today.